Just me trying to be honest with God.

”It would seem that our Lord finds our desires not too strong, but too weak. We are half-hearted creatures, fooling about with drink and sex and ambition when infinite joy is offered us. C. S. Lewis

 I want my desires for lasting joy to remain center stage when I choose. I often trade it away for lesser pleasures only to find that what I get in return doesn’t satisfy. I know the grace is there, and why I do not use it baffles me. What is there to do but to start again. 

“You have made known to me the path of life and at Your right hand are pleasures forever.” Ps. 16 Conversations Within” ts Sep 22, 2026