Just me trying to be honest with God.

Sometimes God may send you to answer your own prayers.

We do well to remember, that God will sometimes send us on a errand of service in response to what we have asked Him to do for others. Prayer after all, is a two way street. I remember once praying for a missionary friend and asked Father to provide for her financial needs. He immediately replied back, “Sure, send her a check.”
“Give and it will be given unto you.” Jesus  “Conversations Within” ts 5/1/2019